Loner The Roamer

'I said "If you choose to, it becomes hard to include anyone."'

It doesn't really bother me to spend so much time on my own, but it is beginning to wear at me the time I waste regardless of sharing company or just a space with my own shadow. I think I'm almost avoiding people deliberately lately (don't worry, I know why, and no I'm not up to neck myself) and I know soon I'll hit that go-get-so-extremely-out-of-all-comfort-zones-ever streak that I'm just enjoying being a solo sook. Yes a lazy one, but it's holidays, scat.

CLOTHES

IMA GUNNA GET ME SOME NEW CLOTHES.

A wardrobe full of everything yet nothing to wear, right? Right. I love that anyone can walk into my cupboard and roll out looking like I dream, yet I can only stare a hole through it that would have me to Narnia in about 3 minutes flat. New times!

Remember Woman:

If it's hard it's worth doing so as much as I hate to say it  - work it out, work at it...then run the hell away.

To Have What I Want

I have to be without what I do. UGH.

Go Time

Please Please Please

Even if I only get 7 minutes of this instead of the possible 7 days I'll be so goddamn happy I'll probably just be doing laps of the coast all winter.

Good Times

"Hell you can date me, take me 

down to the picture show, let's rock,

And I’d even let you hold my hand 

so the whole damn world can know that
If you earn all my time we can wind 

to the grand old rock and roll
Then better yet we two step to the Dip-set, 

let me know when you're ready to go."

Bigger In Bold

Tomorrow

Or else.

Made Of These

"It was just a good dream. Like you came over to my house and I was sitting on the lounge and you came in and just snuggled up next to me and you put your feet up on the lounge then my dad came in from work and told us to get our feet off the lounge and I was like "Geoff, what's up with that?" the you started giving him cheek. But I remember from it, like it just felt so good having you cuddled up with me on the lounge and i had my arms wrapped around you. But you looked up at me and we had like this amazing kiss it felt like it lasted forever, it was almost like one of those upside down kisses, and I can remember like gently touching your whole body down the front and you were arching your back with pleasure. Then my alarm went off but needless to say I woke up happy."

"Not a bad way to wake up I think."

"The best."

Curiouser

A curious night of three times three, two talks of sweet dreams and one eternal sleep. I don't know what to make of any of it but added up I have a strange sweet feeling going on.

By Strong Drinks...

I meant I have death wish. In so many embarrassing forms I can already recognise and do not care to recount. If any of this is spelt correctly please send all awards and accolades to the forwarding address. Yes!

It's A Good Night

The Times, They Are A Changing

I adore my friends but man, sometimes I just want to shake them into now, not the then they weren't even around to recall.  

It Floats

The Waiting Game

I've been playing this for a year it seems and now I'm into the second season, so I know the ropes. I feel like I'm Robin Williams in Jumunji and this is by far the greatest analogy I've ever made of my life (it's late, I'm funny). I just have to wait it out even though I don't know where I'm going to end up and it's all just so dramatic even though it all goes away in the end.

Where the fuck did I just pull Jumunji from.

SIX

Six months, six weeks, six days...What would I do, what could I do? 

I read about a woman who asks herself this every so often just to see where she's been, where she's going and where she's at, most of the interview was a total bore but she's sure got me thinking.

I REALLY JUST WANT SOME GODDAMN BOOTS

WHERE ARE ALL THE FREAKING GOOD BOOTS?

City Slicker

Old But New Again

Gone Daddy Gone

I know I'm not allowed to be excited yet, or that I should even spend my time thinking about this, but I am. Hell I'm basically living on your time anyway.

My Boss

"You can't start a fire without a spark."

I'm well aware this is not rocket science but if he's the one saying it I may just listen.

Panic Prevention

Why, oh why oh why do I love lads and skinheads and punks and studs and so on? Like studded things, not 'studs'.  Maybe I want to be diehard.  I'll draw the line at the beaming white lad sneakers though, it's ok. 

Heavy

Some photographs just seem to have too many possible stories for my mind to even comprehend, and yet I still try to. 

I'm not a messy morbid girl by any measure but maybe just a curious one.

Amen Man